Miss Crabby Pants

Tuesday, March 1, 2016 Miss Crabby Pants I debated the last couple days whether or not I should write a new blog post because I haven’t felt like myself. I’ve been crabby, moody and irritable and no I am not pregnant and it’s not that time of the month. (Because I know that is what … [Read more…]

When Fear Derails Healing

Tuesday, February 23, 2016 When Fear Derails Healing Over the last week, my husband and I have had some really deep, serious conversations. You know the ones where it hurts to have them, because quite frankly, the truth hurts? My husband has been the most amazing support system through out my battle of postpartum depression. … [Read more…]

It’s Okay To Not Be Okay

Wednesday, February 17, 2016 It’s Okay To Not Be Okay Depression puts you on such an emotional rollercoaster that most days I find myself wanting to jump out of the cart even when the cart is at the top of the coaster. Throw in the fact that my body is adjusting to no antidepressants and … [Read more…]

Searching For Meaning

Wednesday, February 10, 2016 Searching for Meaning It has been 12 days that I have successfully been off of antidepressants and let me tell you, it sucks. Not the part of being off of medication, that part I am thankful for, but the symptoms and withdrawals I am dealing with are awful. I do need … [Read more…]

New Month, New Pain

Monday, February 1, 2016 New Month, New Pain Postpartum Depression sucks. Depression sucks. I don’t know how else to put it, but it literally sucks the life out of you to the point where many days, I am both mentally and physically numb. As last week came to an end and I was recovering from … [Read more…]